!nikki rae! (kittypoop) wrote in get_up_dread_up,
!nikki rae!
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advice? help? anything?

hi guys...it's been a long long while since ive posted...so here i am...ive got to get something off of my mind a little...its not that big of a deal so here i go;

i had dreadies a few times...i havent had them in a very very long time...not since februaryish? anyhow...i loved them..alot..but they were too short...*shrugs* so i got rid of them...many times..i couldnt make up my mind...so im growing out my hair..and most likely will wait another year or so to do them if - i do at all...but there is a lil issue;

my woman, she told me a week or so ago that she didnt like them on me...at all in fact...she likes my hair alot better...etc...i know that no matter what i did to my hair or anything she'd love me all the same...but whenever i think about doing them again...thats all i can think about...not..."hey what about work/getting jobs?" (especially cause i want to be a hairdresser) i think thats a much bigger deal than..."what if my girlfriend really doesnt like this..."

and i know...we shouldnt change for anyone...and i dont plan to...at all...but i mean...if i can avoid it...should i? i feel shallow...and i dont like it...ive never felt like this before....i feel like if i do it i'll feel bad about doing it...like...guilty...etc?...i dont know...i love her...alot...ALOT...and i dont want to do anything...*waves hands about*....to throw things out of line?...*shrugs*

if anyone has any words of wisdom...id love them ^_^
thanks

nikki
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