December 1st, 2005

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they're going. asap. it's a new month and i need change. i can't bear to hold all of this guilt and unhappy past from the last five months on my head anymore. i'm hoping that cutting and brushing them out will help me feel a little bit free. i'm nervous and scared and i feel like i'm about to cry. but it's time. it's been a very good experience and i'd like have them again some day. but at this point in my life - they are not for me.
my mother will be happy.


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tiger

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Has anyone else here started their dreads but just rubbing your entire head in circles a lot? All of my smaller dreads were created this way. The more I rub, the easier it becomes and the more sectioned the hair becomes. It's cute because how they become sectioned is that the hair wraps around my fingers while I'm rubbing in circular motions. I was just wondering if anyone else could share in the excitement this causes. the end.