so i'm having a bit of a problem. i'm sure i'm going to come off as a bitch, but i honestly really feel like one right now, so i guess i deserve any harsh feedback i receive. my boyfriend (of 15 months yesterday!) is getting dreads today. i don't know why all of the sudden i'm weirded out by this. i suppose it could be jealousy: i posted an entry earlier about how much i wanted dreads, but couldn't get them due to being in madrigals. or it could be i'm just afraid of him getting more attention or something. i'm very insecure, and i hate it when other girls look at him, probably because i'm scared he'll like them better. my deal now is that he won't be attracted to me anymore-that instead he'll want some super cool laid back girl with dreads.
i don't know why i have to make a big deal out of things. i really am happy for him, because i know he's been wanting dreads for a while. i want them so bad too, but i can't get them for another year..wich is a bummer.
so any advice? i know i sound horrible, so please don't hate me..i definetly didn't mean any disrespect, so don't interpret it like that..
and i'm babbling, so sorry again.
Ok, so I've had my dreads for a couple days....hee hee baby dreads....anyways, I had a couple friends do them and they're really loose and frizzy and hair is coming out of them!! Is this a normal growing process or do I need to seek help??? I don't want them to be yucky and fuzzy!!!