January 30th, 2009

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I wish I had a proper way of explaining how hurtful it is to my family when they say the things they do. Apparantly my hair is the most "disgusting, horrible thing" my grandmother has ever seen and "when am I getting rid of it". At least I no longer have to hear "Your hair was so pretty before, all you had was your hair.. now what? I don't know why you would do that, you don't really have anything going for you now". Not even to mention her comment on my memorial chest piece for my great grandparents as "using them" and how i'm a "selfish c*nt" for doing it.

Is there any certain thing you did or said that finally made it click in your family's head that what they're saying is rude and extremely painful to you? I am on the verge of a nervous breakdown here..
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