now, now what
i got rid of them because they became a security blanket, where i believed i was never attractive until i had them and now that i dont i still feel the same way.
i feel completely horrible for those insecure feelings. dreads didnt make me beautiful, i still am, but there was and still always will be something that made me feel radient when i had them.
and every time i see someone with dreadlocks every bit of me wishes i had them again.